haish.. apa la nasib..

1.7.2011

Terima sms dr adk ak.. Ckp dedi ku pitam 2 kali.. Jatuh kat bawah n kt dapur.. Pas jek baca sms emosiku tros x stabil.. Mlalak bagai nk rak.. Hubbyku yg tenangkan ak.. Pujuk ak redakan ak.. Tros cr tiket flight.. Tp last boarding kul 8.05pm sedangkn time tu da kul 6.45pm.. Hubbyku pujuk lg.. Belikan ak tket flight esok pg 6.55 am depart.. Rm250 hubbyku byr.. Lega sket.. Ak kalo bab mak ayh mmg snsitif.. Nyawa ak kot.. Mawnye x emo...mlm tu smp umh tros packng brg.. Amk yg pnting2 jek.. Tdo.. Penat agaknye (penat emosi)..

2.7.2011

Dr tidoku yg lena ak tros bgn secara serta merta.. Dgr surau kat umh ak berkumandang malagukan ayt2 suci sebelum azan subuh.. Tgk jam dah 6.05am.. Ya ampun flight aku kul 6.55am.. Kn ada kt sn at least 45 min b4 depart.. Lcct tu bkn subang.. Tros kjt hubby ku.. Mamai juz gosok gigi cuci muka tkr bj tros gerak.. 6.15am da dlm keta ni tetiba terfikir sempat ke? Cnfrm x smpt.. Nk g lcct bkn dkt.. Smp sn pn cnfrm da kn tinggal.. Pasrah.. Mngkn x de rezeki.. Confius np alarm x bunyi.. Pdhal da set jam kul 4.45am n 5 am.. Mood sedey dtg lg.. Tp pas cal tnya keadaan terkini dedi, perasaan tu hilang sket demi sket.. Tp ati x tenang selagi x lik kg jenguk ngan mata sendiri.. Cal mammi bg taw x jd lik kg.. Tertinggal flight.. Mammi ckp x pe.. X de rezeki nk jmp deddi.. Mlalak lagi...

life afta MARRIED - PART 1

pergh lame gile x godek2 blog ni.. tetiba keinginan utk tulis menulis, karang mengarang ni dtg.. besenya conteng2 dlm diary, tapi pas da kawen ni, diary tah kemana...addoiii..
pas da kawen ni, len macam sket.. da x sama cam zaman bujang dulu.. kalo dulu bangun pagi kul 7.45am mandi gosok baju tros gerak gie keja.. skang?? hoh cabaran besar beb.. aku kena bangun seawal jam 6am.. paling cikai pun 6.30am.. kena iron baju utk
2 makhluk.. aku & of course hubby aku.. baju, sluar, spender, jam, wallet sume bagai mst dah siap sedia atas meja.. x lupe juga towel pn aku kn letakkan jugak.. kalo x, "ayg mn towel b? mn spender??".. dr dok memekak cam tu bek aku dah siap2 kn ap yg hubby aku nk.. kekadang mende depan mata jek tapi sbb cr guna kepala lutut kn, bole x npk.. nk jugak wife die ni cari kan.. addooiii....
tapi best sgt bila da kawen ni.. bukan BEST sbb bley tuutttt tuuttt.. tapi sbb kat sini lah kite blajar erti sabar, tanggungjawab dan sebagainya.. ecehh.. dulu kalo bilik semak samun, mak kite tlg bersihkan.. tukar cadar sume.. tapi skang try buat tgk, x pasai2 kena tarbiah.. addoiii...

May yg soo calleddd hectic..

There's a lot of things happened in may 2011...
Things dat i can't 4get the rest of my life..
Will storeyyy morreeyy in nex entry k..

raya punye pasal beb

menurut titah perintah duli yg maha mulia raja2 dengan ini tarikh hari raya aidilfitri tahun 2010 jatuh pada hari jumaat 10.9.2010..yay!!!! aku jerit sekuat ati... jerit dlm ati jew.. tnk jadi excited cam zaman dak2 dulu...

dlm ati jugak, aku urut nafas lega.. dengar kabar angin raya hr khamis.. kalo khamis masak la gwe ngan mama gwe.. ape bende x prepare lagi.. umah x kemas lagi.. bawang x kupas lagi.. daging x beli lagi... dan skang SELAMAT..

ley lagi berjimba2 ngan mama gwe.. cuci2 mata tengok pemandangan yg x berapa nak besh.. penat mata lagi la... berketul2 org kat town...nak beli barang ape tah.. sama cam aku gak la tue..

lik umah bl bukak peti ais, beshnye.. tengok jam lambat lagi nk bukak pose.. dlm pale otaks dah pk cam2.. tapi bl pk2 lik, pls la wei, ko da besau la beb.. jgn wat perangai cam budak2 br nak blaja pose.. serta merta ak berjaya dimotivasikan... chaittt

...dEdicatEd t0 My B...

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

p/s: w/pun sy cmni, tapi sy ade sedikit jiwang2.. euwww

..F.A.S.T.I.N.G..

pose start 11.8.2010.. time2 tue jugak aku angkat bendera merah... taw tak nak ganti pose tue sangat seksa.. yang taun lepas punya br jek habis ganti a week b4 pose.. utk taun ni confirm arr 7 hr dlm tangan.. SYABAS!!!!

da arr takde geng nak melaksanakan operasi di tengah hari.. last2 w/pun x pose, same gak cam org pose.. mlm br makanan masuk pewot... haha..

tapi yg besh bila lik kg mama aku pun join da club.. besh.. besh.. misi di tengah hari berjaya dilaksanakan dengan adanya mama aku.. hinggakan adik aku menjerit dr dlm umah... " agak2 la wey mkn doyan, x kan smp 1 umah bau"... ngeee.. pis ajewww

tetiba jd sayu bila tgk org gie terawih.. nak pegi x boleh.. igt taun ni nak jd budak baik.. hahah.. BOLE???